I have the most wonderful man in the world. I don't think I have shared much of our road before DD on my blog some of you know anyway that's for another day. Tyler has shown me unconditional love and when you see unconditional its so hard to pay it back.
I spend a lot of time feeling sorry for everything that I do and feeling like Tyler leaves me out. But honestly I don't go that extra mile like I used to. I guess because I feel he doesn't work as hard as I do. Man I throw a lot of blame his way. I always feel like I need him and I want him and I do but in the same since I gotta give him something to want and need.
|This says it perfectly|
So I'm on my own little road to submission. I used to write in a journal when we first started TTWD so now maybe I will use the blog for that. I want to focus more on being submissive I want to be the submissive that I really fantasize about being. I know I always say he doesn't embrace the spanking and stuff like I do .I think he does but I think he wants me to show him that this is what I really want.
So I'm going to work more on showing him love, attention and do more special things for him on a daily basis show him I do embrace him..
So this is where all my blogger friends come in handy I need help lol..
I want to come up with things I can do special for him daily. Rubbing his feet, leave him notes. I do make a plate for his dinner and take it to him. I know he likes that because he commented when I didn't do it for a while.. Hmm maybe kneel by him to talk to him??
Anyway if anyone has suggestions or ideas they would be greatly appreciated. I am going to try and put a border around that poem I wrote "The Submissive Her" and get it laminated.
So spill away lol. any and all ideas are appreciated thank you