Catching up

So Tyler and I made it through the summer andy into the fall...were made it through christmas andy into the New Year...

Ttwd isnt always easy. It seems I push him because I feel ime trying andy he' s not. He thinks I'm not trying so we just play tug a war with this ttwd...

There has been spankings and I think finally after a year and a half he finally grabbed a hold of a piece of my submission in one big chunk...that will be a post called "battle of the paddle"

I have been going through alot over the past few months...I sunk into a depression I couldnt get out of.. All I did was sleep andy work.. I felt I was coming out of it then a friend of mine lost her child andy it hit me like a ton of brinks.  I was grieving hard for my friend.. I think because she has already gone through so much I wanted to take this grief away...

Tyler has been trying hard to be gentle but he can be a not nonsense guy.. I been putting off all the things around me to wallow in this pitty....we had a nice talk which is something we couldnt do for years...I listened he listened andy in the end I realized how much I was hurting him...even though I try to keep it in he can tell....he is so in tune with me that he knows how sick I am, with a cold or something and I dont even realized it'l.a....Funny how tttwd has brought us so close...

Well anyway I'm picking up the pieces.. Ime trying hard to gives it all to God which is all I can do...

So anyway just trying to bring you all up to speed before I start my weekly posting...

That's all for now

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