LET THE BATTLE BEGIN!!!
Well most of the time I'm compliant when it comes to a spanking however there are those times that I'm mad and I dont want a spanking. Well this paticular Saturday I was frustrated.
We dont argue alot since dd but when we do it can get ugly. Mostly my mouth runs and he doesnt always put me otk like he should. Often times the arguments end in him leaving to cool off or me going to sleep.
OK did I say bright? Yeah maybe not so much. Tyler told me I needed to watch myself and I proceeded to get up and the kids and i left to go to my moms. well my daughter ended up staying at my moms and when I got home the boys left. Tyler and I were talking about earlier issues and I may have gotten a little mouthy ()atleast he said so. He gets up and says he's tired of this. Well i'm used to him saying that and leaving to cool off. So i said "Fine just walk out then."
Wrong thing to say It turns out he wasnt leaving the room. He was grabbing the padddle. Wrong thing for me to say at that given time.
He grabbed the paddle
I said "NO NO I'm sorry.
"To Late were gonna take care of this".
The first wack was wayy to much.
"Your swatting harder than normal" I moved
"Daisy we will start over every time you move!!"
"Please use your hand." I begged as I moved and he continued to start over and over
Well this went on about 5 times;. A few swats and I couldnt take it. I continued to beg for his hand. Finally he got me pinned on the bed and went to town. He was talking about something like I needed to learn discipline in every sense of the word .When he was done i was very sorry and submissive.. He made me stay in that position for about 30 min then i went to sleep..
We talked a few weeks later about the spanking. I Felt he finally took me to that level. He chipped away some of my sassiness and brought out more submission. It was the first time I was really crying after a spanking. It deffinantly showed me who was in charge and that in fact is NOT me!!
Now we did make up a few days later. or should i say we reconnected because once i'm spanked its all forgiven!!!