I shared about my spanking on Friday.. Well Saturday had me crazy
Saturday morning we woke up and were laying there talking. I had my back to him and he started spooning me. I was ordered to lock the door then take of my sweats. So we reconnected then got up and headed to our daughters soccer game. I felt great we were running late and forgot some things at home but when we would normally be frustrated and griping at each other we weren't we were laughing. After the game we were laughing and everything was fine. Tyler dropped me at home and went to Wal-Mart. I started cleaning my room and then it hit me!!
What hit me? I don't know a mac truck, a black cloud no clue!!. Then I realized Aunt Flo was visiting so I thought maybe I was having weird PMS symptoms or something.
I just felt lonely and empty. I just wanted to cry it was getting worse and worse. Tyler came home I told him how I felt and he gave me a hug told me maybe I was hungry. I left the house to go get some stuff done. I had my 17yr old with me. We did some errands then got lunch. I made a big sigh and he asked what was wrong. I told him how I was feeling and I just wanted to cry. He said everyone feels that way sometimes.
Anyway I got back home Tyler was sleeping and I went up to finish my room. I started praying and crying and listening to Plums "I need you now"
Well I just couldn't shake it. I left to go do something else then text a friend and asked her what she thought I could take. She mentioned maybe I had PMDD. I went in and talked to a pharmacist and he told me to try Midol but it might not help the mood. He asked if I was feeling depressed or had anxiety. No I felt neither. I told him maybe I should just go get a shot of vodka even though I don't drink. We both laughed and he said "Well it will at least put you to sleep."
I left there and was texting a friend and she had called her earlier because she knew I was having a rough day and I disappeared when I was praying and crying. She mentioned that maybe I was having a sub drop. A WHAT!!! A SUB DROP!!
"Isn't that something that happens during?" I asked her
"Well I've heard it can occur a few hours or day later."
"Well if that's the case I don't like this."
We both laughed and really never came to a conclusion.
So here is a question for my wise ole blogger friends
Do you think its possible it was a sub drop? Or was it merely that aunt Flo is getting worse as I'm older?
If it was a sub drop how do I prevent it in the future?
My spanking on Friday was probably the most dramatic spanking I had in a long time if ever. It was pretty rough, It was the first time that I really didn't hear his lecture and it left me with a ton of emotions. I never felt so good after a spanking and so meek. I felt refreshed and fulfilled. Well after I got over being angry but the anger wasn't long.
Did we reach a different peak in a spanking that I never experienced before?
I did take the Midol and after that I felt very tired. My emotions felt better but I just felt whipped out. It felt like the day was a blur and I felt kind of loopy honestly. I thought it was the Midol that did it but on Sunday I took it and it didn't do that to me. Sunday I felt ok I just took the Midol incase my emotions were from Aunt Flo.
Maybe the spanking did totally wipe me out. I will tell you this if it was a sub drop I really have to figure out how to not let that happen again or a better way to deal with it.
Just FYI for those who were possibly grossed out at the fact that we had sex and Aunt Flo is here. Well she wasn't here until after we had sex. He broke the dam so to speak!! lol