I'm proud he's proud!!!

So 2yrs before  Tyler and i started TTWD our marriage was bad and I did alot of awful things. So As we rekindle our marriage I often wondered would i ever make him proud enough to brag about me again?

The answer is yes Yes I did.

So his co-worker was telling him how he hates his lunch everyday.

Tyler said "well have your wife pack something different."

Co-woker laughed and said "My wife doesnt pack my lunch':

Tyler said "Well mine does."

"She must not work then"

"yes and there is times that she doesnt get home till midnight but she still gets up at 5:30"

"Well my wife is all about womans lib or bla bla"

Tyler said "well my wife would rather be home taking care of the kids and I, She also often says Yes Sir and No Sir to  me"

Co-Worker replied "Well \how many times have you smacked her around?"

Tyler chuckled "I never have."

So as he's telling me this story i said "So did you tell him I just beat her butt on occasion to keep her in line?"

Tyler chuckled.

In that moment i realized he is proud of me and I am doing something right.

I'm still very happyt at this because there are times that I'm not sure if i'm making him happy or not but I guess I am!!!

Battle of The paddle

LET THE BATTLE BEGIN!!!

Well most of the time I'm compliant when it comes to a spanking however there are those times that I'm mad and I dont want a spanking. Well this paticular Saturday I was frustrated.

We dont argue alot since dd but when we do it can get ugly. Mostly my mouth runs and he doesnt always put me otk like he should. Often times the arguments end in him leaving to cool off or me going to sleep. 

This situation happened about a month ago but its still in my head it was very much a good stepping stone for us.

My weekend started off with me working till 11pm Friday night and having to be back at work at 4am Saturday morning.  I didnt go to sleep because I figured i wouldnt wake up. So when i got off work at 1pm on saturday the house was empty and I took a nap.  I was then woke up by my oldest child wanting to go to my moms. Tyler was home at this time and laying in bed beside me.  I told the oldest i was tired ( my mom lives 40 min away)  well being a teenager and not getting his way he stomped off with attitude. Tyler started yelling. My son was mad then Tyler was mad and now I'm irritated.  Being the bright and wise woman I am I butt in and tell them both to just stop it.

OK did I say bright? Yeah maybe not so much.  Tyler told me I needed to watch myself and I proceeded to get up and the kids and i left to go to my moms.  well my daughter ended up staying at my moms and when I got home the  boys left. Tyler and I were talking about earlier issues and I may have gotten a little mouthy ()atleast he said so.  He gets up and says he's tired of this. Well i'm used to him saying that and leaving to cool off.  So i said "Fine just walk out then."

Wrong thing to say  It turns out he wasnt leaving the room. He was grabbing the padddle. Wrong thing for me to say at that given time.



He grabbed the paddle

 I said "NO NO I'm sorry.

"To Late were gonna take care of this".

 The first wack was wayy to much.


"Your swatting harder than  normal"   I moved

"Daisy we will start over every time  you move!!"

"Please use your hand." I begged as I moved and he continued to start over and over  

Well this went on about 5 times;. A few swats and I couldnt take it. I continued to beg for his hand. Finally he got me pinned on the bed and went to town. He was talking about something like I needed to learn discipline in every sense of the word .When he was done i was very sorry and submissive..  He made me stay in that position for about 30 min then i went to sleep..


We talked a few weeks later about the spanking. I Felt he finally took me to that level. He chipped away some of my sassiness and brought out more submission. It was the first time I was really crying after a spanking. It deffinantly showed me who was in charge and that in fact is NOT me!!

Now we did make up a few days later.  or should i say we reconnected because once i'm spanked its all forgiven!!!

Catching up

So Tyler and I made it through the summer andy into the fall...were made it through christmas andy into the New Year...

Ttwd isnt always easy. It seems I push him because I feel ime trying andy he' s not. He thinks I'm not trying so we just play tug a war with this ttwd...

There has been spankings and I think finally after a year and a half he finally grabbed a hold of a piece of my submission in one big chunk...that will be a post called "battle of the paddle"

I have been going through alot over the past few months...I sunk into a depression I couldnt get out of.. All I did was sleep andy work.. I felt I was coming out of it then a friend of mine lost her child andy it hit me like a ton of brinks.  I was grieving hard for my friend.. I think because she has already gone through so much I wanted to take this grief away...

Tyler has been trying hard to be gentle but he can be a not nonsense guy.. I been putting off all the things around me to wallow in this pitty....we had a nice talk which is something we couldnt do for years...I listened he listened andy in the end I realized how much I was hurting him...even though I try to keep it in he can tell....he is so in tune with me that he knows how sick I am, with a cold or something and I dont even realized it'l.a....Funny how tttwd has brought us so close...

Well anyway I'm picking up the pieces.. Ime trying hard to gives it all to God which is all I can do...

So anyway just trying to bring you all up to speed before I start my weekly posting...

That's all for now

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Hey I'm back!!!

Hey everybody Its been almost a year since i post. Life got in the way. I always meant to post and then i never did.

When summer hit baseball was in full swing lol.. I gotta job and dd was not really existant. It was there but no consistant. We were to busy or tired or something.



Then when DD came back well I still meant to post. Here I am though DD is in full swing and has been for a while. Still a little consistant here and there but hes more dominant more take charge so even though he may not spank all the time hes definantly in charge.

Ive been wanting to get back to blogging. I also have been writing and the story site we were gonna put up obviously we never did but i think I've decided to start another blog with my stories in them atleast maybe some short stories.

So since I been wanting to get back into blogging a friend and I were talking and she wants to blog more too. So we challenged eachother to a blog post a week. My hope today is to be able to post a couple of post and get you all caught up to this little life of mine :)

Reading other blogs

Sorry I'm being a blog hog. I go forever and dont blog and now I blog twice in one day..


I like to read blogs i dont always reply because my phone has issues. But when I read blogs it makes me see that I'm not the only one who has these thoughts. I was reading a blog the other day and the writer wrote that she wished her husband would come in and tell her to get over his knee now she was getting a spanking.  Wow I wish that too.  SOmetimes I wish my hubby spanked me more when I was needed it instead of letting things go. Inconsistancy KILLSS MEE!!!  I try really hard to not worry about if or when he's going to spank. I try not to get upset when he doesnt.

The funny thing is when I think a spanking is coming i really want to talk him out of it and dont want it.  THen when i dont get this same spanking I just wanted to talk him out of  its annoying.. WOW that sounds just as crazy written down lol..  I know its only been 7 months. but grrrr.. You know if he was very consistant and spanking me every time I turned around I'm sure I'd be complaining about that lol.. 

WOMAN!!! We are NEVER happy  rofl

They are Vanilla Or Are they?

"O I'm in soo much trouble when I get home. Did you see the look my husband gave me?"


This is what my sons coaches wife said to me Saturday.


I've never shared my lifestyle with her nor have I EVER shown her any signs that I might or could be in dd. We were setting at the game Saturday and she was being annoying to her husband and 3x she said this to me.. I quickly texted a dd friend.. IS she vanilla or not??   If she said it one more time I was gonna make a joke about her getting spanked to see the look on her face.. 


I shared this on another dd board and someone suggested maybe she was trying to feel me out?  Maybe but Idk Y this is the first time I have spent more than 5 min with her since i have been in dd so Ik i have given her NO indications..   Someone suggested maybe its wishful thinking that he would do something about her behaviour.  They said if she was in a dd relationship she wouldnt blurt things out like that because she would be embarressed.. But who knows shes very outspoken. 

Dont worry i will be feeling her out. Its a long summer and bleachers are not good on a sore bum so I can tell and i will play close attention..


So does anyone have any thoughts. DO you think they are DD? Hmmm

Where have I been?

Where have I been?  Well lets see.. I have been over the chair, over the couch, over the bed, I guess the only place I wasn't is Over his knee. I suppose that's to come!!! So obviously there have been spankings.

Well but we have also spent time learning some things.. I really have learned alot.. I had problems with topping from the bottom i suppose. It wasn't on purpose but I felt that he let to much stuff go. Then once I realized that everything isn't a spankable offense and I needed to trust him.. Once I realized it isn't my way but his and trust him then its going alot smoother. I think now we have finally hit a spot where we have had a great learning curve.. However I know that there are lot more learning curves to go.. This one learning curve just gave us a few more feet..

So anyway that's where we are in this thing we do..

        There is still peace in the Tyler and  Daisy household... We just keep on cherishing and learning each other!!